Why am I so fascinated with Charles Manson? : TrueCrime

Ever since I realized about him, at first, I’ve watched all his interviews, then I sorta grew to become a fan (okay I did grew to become a fan) I do know I am gonna get judged for this however no matter, so then I began regarding him loads, and learning him sorta, I’ve watched each interview absolutely, not as soon as however a couple of instances over time, typically I’d simply lay on my mattress, stare on the ceiling whereas I play the interview with him and Tom Snyder, every little thing he mentioned to me was cheap and made sense, and earlier than anybody assumes it, let me make clear, no, I am not fascinated by the killings, in reality, I do not give a crap about what he did, it is his persona and music that I appreciated, at one level I printed out some photos of him, my favourite image of him is the one the place he is being held by 2 guys. He is younger, with lengthy hair and lengthy beard and a brown high, i glued these photos to my guitar, and earlier than that I used to be already fascinated with manipulation and machiavelli, in order that even fascinated me extra about Charles, I do know most of you’ll say somethings mistaken with me, it is a delusion that he tried to start out a race warfare, and its a delusion that he was mentally unwell, I see Charles as a really misunderstood individual and I relate to that alot, the person wished to do music however he messed all of it up , and I like his music alot too, typically I want I used to be in his cult, simply to persuade Charles to cease the homicide and focus on music, to strive tougher to get it on the market, trigger the way in which I see it, with out these murders, he may’ve been a legend, a singer, songwriter, not often known as a serial killer, and I am not uninteresting, I did not fall for his manipulation, though typically It feels prefer it however no, I simply see one thing totally different in Charles, we’re so totally different, but I relate to alot of issues he says, in any case, let me know your opinions or questions, I wrote this fast so I did not put a lot thought to it, in order that’s why with questions possibly I could be understood higher

P.S I discover uncle Charly’s look cool, I grew my hair for two years, however I lastly acquired it lower a month in the past now I believe, additionally not too long ago I sorta acquired a hatred for Charles and tried to get the pics that I tremendous glued to my guitar off nevertheless it ended up being a large number, so I threw the guitar away, it was type of a “develop up” second “it is infantile to love a serial killer” however I am unable to deny he was a giant a part of my mindset and persona for about 2-Three years